英語(yǔ)散文：生命中不能承受之輕

　　摘要：如果永劫回歸是最沉重的負(fù)擔(dān)，那么我們的生活就能以其全部輝煌的輕松，來(lái)與之抗衡：可是，沉重便真的悲慘，而輕松便真的輝煌嗎?最沉重的負(fù)擔(dān)壓得我們崩塌了，沉沒(méi)了，將我們釘在地上、由此，最沉重的負(fù)擔(dān)同時(shí)也是一種生活最為充實(shí)的象征j負(fù)擔(dān)越沉，我們的生活也就貼近大地，越趨近真切和實(shí)在。

　　If eternal return is the heaviest of burdens, then our lives can stand out against it in all their splendid lightness. But, is heaviness truly deplorable and lightness splendid? The heaviest of burdens crushes us. We sink beneath it. It pins us to the ground. The heaviest of burdens is, therefore, simultaneously an image of life's most intense fulfillment. The heavier the burden, the closer our lives come to the earth; the more real and truthful they become.

生命中不能承受之輕

　　Conversely, the absolute absence of a burden causes man to be lighter than air, to soar into the heights. Take leave of the earth and his earthly being and become only half real. His movements as free as they are insignificant. What then shall we choose; weight or lightness?

　　如果永劫回歸是最沉重的負(fù)擔(dān)，那么我們的生活就能以其全部輝煌的輕松，來(lái)與之抗衡：可是，沉重便真的悲慘，而輕松便真的輝煌嗎?最沉重的負(fù)擔(dān)壓得我們崩塌了，沉沒(méi)了，將我們釘在地上、由此，最沉重的負(fù)擔(dān)同時(shí)也是一種生活最為充實(shí)的象征j負(fù)擔(dān)越沉，我們的生活也就貼近大地，越趨近真切和實(shí)在。

　　相反，完全沒(méi)有負(fù)擔(dān)，人變得比大氣還輕，會(huì)高高地飛起，離別大地亦即離別真實(shí)的生活。他將變得似真非真，運(yùn)動(dòng)自由而毫無(wú)意義，那么我們將選擇什么呢?沉重還是輕松?

　　I have been thinking about Tomas for many years. But only in the light of these reflections did I see him clearly. I saw him standing at the window of his flat and looking across the courtyard at the opposite walls not knowing what to do.

　　多少年來(lái)，我一直想著托馬斯，似乎只有憑借回想的折光，我才能看清他這個(gè)人j我看見(jiàn)他站在公寓的窗臺(tái)前不知所措，越過(guò)庭院的目光，落在對(duì)面的墻上。

　　He had first met Tereza about three weeks earlier in a small Czech town. They had spent scarcely an hour together. She had accompanied him to the station and waited with him until he boarded the train. Ten days later she paid him a visit. They made love the day she arrived. That night she came down with a fever and stayed a whole week in his flat with the flu. He had come to feel an in-explicable love for this all but complete stranger. She seemed a child to him, a child someone had put in a bulrush basket docked with pitch and sent downstream for Tomas to fetch under the riverbank of his bed.

　　他與特麗莎初識(shí)于三個(gè)星期前捷克的一個(gè)小鎮(zhèn)上，兩人呆在一起還不到一個(gè)鐘頭，她就陪他去了車站，一直等到他上火車。十天后她去看他，而且兩人當(dāng)天便做愛(ài)j不料夜里她發(fā)起燒來(lái)，是流感，她在他的公寓里呆了一個(gè)星期。對(duì)于這個(gè)幾乎是完全陌生的人，他慢慢地感到了一種莫名其妙的愛(ài)j對(duì)他來(lái)說(shuō)，她像個(gè)孩子，被人放在樹(shù)脂涂覆的草筐里順?biāo)瘉?lái)，而他在床榻之岸順手撈起了她。

　　He knelt down next to her. Her feverous breath quickened and she gave out a weak moan. He pressed his face to hers and whispered calming words into her sleep. And all at once he fancied she had been with him for many years and was dying. He had a sudden clear feeling that he would not survive her death. He would lie down beside her and want to die with her. He pressed his face into the pillow beside her head and kept it there for a long time.

　　他跪在她的床邊，見(jiàn)她燒得呼吸急促，微微呻吟，他用臉貼在她的臉，輕聲安慰她，直到她睡著。剎那間，他幻想著自己與她在一起已有漫漫歲月，而現(xiàn)在她正行將死去。他突然清楚地意識(shí)到自己不能挺過(guò)她死去的這一劫，他得躺在她身邊，與她一同赴死，他挨著她的頭，把臉埋在枕頭里過(guò)了許久。

　　Now he was standing at the window trying to call that moment to account. What could it have been if not love declaring itself to him? But was it love? The feeling of wanting to die beside her was clearly exaggerated; he had seen her only once before in his life. Was it simply the hysteria of a man who aware deep down of his inaptitude for love, felt the self-deluding need to simulate it? His unconscious was so cowardly that the best partner he could choose for his life comedy was this miserable provincial waitress with practically no chance at all to enter his life.

　　現(xiàn)在他站在窗前，極力回想那一刻的情景。若他清楚感受到的這種感情不是愛(ài)，又會(huì)是什么呢?但這是愛(ài)嗎?那種想死在她身邊的情感顯然有些夸張：在這以前他僅僅見(jiàn)了她一面!那么，明明知道這種愛(ài)不甚適當(dāng)，難道這只是一個(gè)歇斯底里的男人感到自欺之需而做出的舉動(dòng)嗎?他的無(wú)意識(shí)是如此懦弱，一個(gè)小小的玩笑就使他選擇了這樣一個(gè)可憐的、壓根兒不可能進(jìn)入他生活的鄉(xiāng)間女招待，作為他的最佳伴侶!

　　He remained annoyed with himself until he realized that not knowing what he really wanted was actually quite natural. We can never know what to want because, living only one life, we can neither compare it with our previous lives nor perfect it in our lives to come.

　　他生著自己的氣，直到他弄明白自己的茫然無(wú)措其實(shí)也很自然我們是永遠(yuǎn)也不知道自己要什么的，因?yàn)槿说纳挥幸淮?，我們既不能把它與我們前世相比較，也無(wú)法使其在后世完美度過(guò)。

　　There is no means of testing which decision is better because there is no basis for comparison. We live even-thing as it comes. Without warming, like an actor going on cold. And what can life be worth if the first rehearsal for life is life itself?

　　沒(méi)有比較的基點(diǎn)，因此沒(méi)有任何辦法可以檢驗(yàn)何種選擇更好我們經(jīng)歷著生活中突然臨頭的一切，毫無(wú)防備，就像演員進(jìn)入初排如果生活的第一排練便是生活本身，那生活有什么價(jià)值呢?

　　"Einmal ist keinmal", says Tomas to himself. What happens but once, says the German adage, might as well not have happened at all. If we have only one life to live, we might as well not have lived at all.

　　“Finmal ist Keinmal"托馬斯自言自語(yǔ)，這句德國(guó)諺語(yǔ)說(shuō)，只發(fā)生過(guò)一次的事就像壓根兒沒(méi)有發(fā)生過(guò).如果生命屬于我們只有一次，我們當(dāng)然也可以說(shuō)根本沒(méi)有過(guò)生命。

　　英語(yǔ)學(xué)習(xí)筆記:

　　1. I saw him standing at the window of his flat and looking across the courtyard at the opposite walls, not knowing what to do.

　　英語(yǔ)點(diǎn)睛：動(dòng)名詞的使用使句子更加精練。

　　2. What could it have been if not love declaring itself to him?

　　英語(yǔ)點(diǎn)睛：l declare在這個(gè)句子中的用法起到了畫(huà)龍點(diǎn)睛的作用。

　　3. We can never know what to want because, living only one life, we can neither compare it with our previous lives nor perfect it in our lives to come.

　　英語(yǔ)點(diǎn)睛：neither... nor的句型雖然常見(jiàn)，但是很實(shí)用。

　　學(xué)習(xí)更多：

　　1. This is due to the child desperately wanting his/her moth-er, knowing that this is the person who would always want to be there for them. and the mothers deep desire to protect her child from harm.

　　(表現(xiàn)親子關(guān)系)這是因?yàn)樗暮⒆臃浅Ｏ氲玫侥赣H的幫助，他們知道母親是隨時(shí)都愿意來(lái)到自己身邊，給予幫助的人，而母親也有保護(hù)她的孩子免受傷害的強(qiáng)烈愿望。

　　2. The government declared him a person non grata.

　　(表示宣稱)該國(guó)政府宣布他為不受歡迎的人。

　　3. Although neither nor them remembered the occasion, Diana first met her future husband when she was just a baby.

　　(表示二者皆非)盡管兩人已記不清那段往事，可當(dāng)黛安娜頭一次見(jiàn)到她未來(lái)的丈夫時(shí)，還只是個(gè)孩子。